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The MessageSitting here in your room thinking of you My heart and my eyes are hurting and dead The life you gave you took away so fast The rush of thoughts of you is hurting my headThe Message
You didn't even think about how far I would go You told me you were happy, you told me you were fine You told me things would work out, I just needed time
You left me a note that said "I love you dear" With a smudge of blood Your blood, I held it near my ear, Hoping that your words would speak a message within the words
Why you did what you did, was it love? Was it money?
You're self.I long for happiness like the desert desires for even the smallest drop of moistureYou're self.
As much as a person longs to be held and told that "every thing will be alright" even though we know deep down its not, we/our minds trick ourselves into believe it is for even a split second of happiness.
When they not there, we try to fill the deep and cold black hole of were there presents once lingered by taking there place ourselves. you can hug yourself and tell yourself everything will be alright but its not the same you fell more alone and idiotic.
you look out
Just a moment of my PainI was laying in bed thinking "only if I could get out of my head, only if I didn't have to deal with me and deal with my problems only if I could stop all train of thought all together" and it hit me like a thousand knifes, the only way I'm going to get that, to get what I want is death.Just a moment of my Pain
The shock of not only the solution to my problem but also my thoughts was enough to bring me to tears, Quiet tears the kind that seems like nothing. But hurt deep in your throat as if someone had their hands around it squeezing with all their life and a pain at the surface of my chest like I had a knife sticking out and was dangling in the cold w
| well..OK...about..ME...sh*t..why does it have to be about me, I could tell you about ummmm...Chapstic!! yes! OK well...I have strawberry. It's yummy and i love waking up and tasting strawberry.so wonderful! AND UM...to tell you the truth..I'm no one really.. Just another person with a camera in her (or his) hand and the fell to make something that can be called there own to some degree. My photos fail and I know I cant edit/name/take photos to save my life. I only do it cause...I can. I have a camera and my hand is flexible enough for it to click the button. |
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thanks for the watch.
and the faves.
ly.
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cos there's beauty in the breakdownn
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**I SHIN DEN SHIN**
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The Beauty of Art Comes From Its Freedom...
KnightmanProductions.com
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My gallery [link]
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